Are you happy or sad? Tell God about it! When you are happy, you feel like everything listens to you.
You are so healthy, with a shiny, smiling face. Everything is perfect.
Appreciate your happiness by sharing it with your God. It is so nice, everything you touch turns into gold.
When sadness comes, it feels like you've lost everything. The world seems so big for you. It's like you are
alone. Go to God and tell him how you feel. Let God help you to go back to your normal state of happiness.
Actually you haven't lost everything, but it just feels that way. You only had a disturbance on your lovely
life. It's like when a car hits the pavement; you didn't lose that car, but there was a disturbance along the line.
In 2007 I was very happy, I had just secured a permanent position in CSIR Pretoria. And I bought myself a
house and nice clothes. I was very beautiful. I could feel it in my heart that I am very beautiful. I had money,
everything was just going well.
In July 2007, my finances went down, and I was a bit disturbed, but can still control the situation.
August 2007 I got pregnant, and this is when everything got worse; the pregnancy was not planned. I was crying day
and night because I was worried about what am I going to give the baby in that situation. It was like I was alone
in a very big world.
Suggestions were made to take care of the situation, but I only took one. The baby is a blessing and he is coming
with blessings. It was not easy, but I kept on telling myself that he is a blessing and he is coming with blessings.
He was born on 01 May 2008, and things were getting worse. There was a time where I could not pay my bond, no food,
never mind my electric bills. But there was this little voice that was telling me that this baby is not here to
suffer, but to live life abundantly!
Two months after he was born, I got a very beautiful offer from Eskom Simmerpan Germiston, and all of a sudden,
the sun shines again.
I remember I would stand in front of the mirror and watch me crying, and I would tell myself that God loves me,
and He is aware of the situation.
It doesn't matter how you feel, tell God about it. Let him know your thinking. Cry when necessary, but don't
forget to tell God why you are crying so much.
I love that baby so much, I am sure he arrived at the right time. God is a person, he listens and answers
prayers. Talk with Him everyday. He is a parent.
